Life after the sabbatical day 20
Today it is saturday welcome, take a peek in my life. I’m thinking i don't want this.
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Waking up
I woke up at 16.00 and did the the Jim kwik routine so this will be my coming years needed sleep to catch up because during the workweek you get not that much. Well I'm not doing that anymore for long that is a promise.
Today
I will get some more rest today I'm really fed up on everything. Going to a work for a few weeks ending it doing much longer I feel it is a setup like the click bait people use on YouTube talking about everything but the subject saying to hold on because that update will come but it won't and putting advertising their own stuff what I really really don't interested in. I block those users using that tactic and I'm going to do that in real life too. Time is precious and being with people or working for them isn't worth my time they can't pay my lifehours because it isn't payable. That's why I'm very short on a few things if I say strike 3 your out that means that people crossed 3 times my personal boundary. I'm not fond of conflicts, I find it totally unacceptable that I have to sleep during the weekends to work during the week, where is my life then, it is yet again only work and sleep…. Just suck my soul and make a robot out of me oh yeah that is what they are doing right now give that guy jobs like lifting 300kg cable haspel. People just walk by without help. So I won't do this for long that's a promise maybe I even ain't go to work next week or it will be my last. Again people think I'm just a temp a drone from a company I'm fed up about that. I ain't work for no company I'm an independent worker who helps other company's. At the age of 19 I had my own projects. Now I do only a fraction of a project and I'm treated like cattle. I can't talk you can't sing why you are busy with his job you must come on time. I have a condition called shint splint no-one helps me at home with it. If I see something wrong on a construction site I say it to the guys where they thank me for it. I ain't meddle with others because I'm singing and making my stuff high up in the air. If I ain't having a good time I pick up my things and go. So yesterday was my strike 3. And if I want to talk I talk. So today again it will be beer day and movie night. I'm really fed up on that job. While I'm equal to their boss but I choose to help others out, because I get my work from a buro they think I'm just a worker… I ain't.. I'm no drone. My posts, streams and personal projects are in danger now and that's not where I signed up for.
yesterday
Yesterday was a crappy day that's why it was beer day with no hangover the next day.
Plans for today
- drink beer.
- watch movie
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Wow you are really fed up. So you are a zzp-er? To my opinion people are equal...they are all needed. If you are hired for a certain period and job I assume you have a certain position as well or?
I think you need to schedule your life including relaxing time.
I wonder what made you think life is more as working and sleeping...
And ask for help!
That was my life the last 10 years you have to get up at 4 or 5 you come home at 18.00 19.00 eat and go to sleep. Because you need to get up at 4 or 5 in the morning. I felt like a drone... I really don't want this anymore. I won't accept this kind of life. And yes I'm fed up. I want to grow ou of this circle buy need to work to get the funding to grow. This is the second weekend I'm too tired to do anything. My blogs and vlogs are failing and this is something I want to do. Not crawling in the dirt with a 300kg cable haspel. Or pulling cable in your own if I was working for a boss I was sick at home. But I choose to grow and seriously if people just cared for me they didn't give me this kind of work after me saying that I have that kind of a condition. So I won't do it anymore. It's not that I'm better then them but because I think myself being better then this. It's not that I'm better then them but I'm equal to their boss, I chose to help other company's and now feeling pain all over my body and feeling tired I know this kind of work isn't mine. This kind of work is for the youngsters or for a healthy person. Go to a gym work out till you fall down. Do the second day the same. The day after that the same and then you feel the burn the feeling you can't week or talk anymore. This is what I'm feeling when I did this work and did that the last 10 years. If I don't work I don't get paid if I give up I lose everything what I have left. That's why I enjoyed a smile of serten people or a arm around me. Or something beautiful as a butterfly landing on my arm. Or the smell of fresh flowers. The little things in life that means the world to others. But I'm not accepting this kind of life anymore. So it's my turn to change it. This is how it's normal in my eyes you work go home do stuff you like have a nice weekend doing other stuff or just relaxing not because you are tired but because you just want it. If you think yes it's you did just nothing the last few months but this was my life the last year's so I know what I'm up for. 😉 and I'm just mad because I let this happen to me again. I want to have a normal weekend under friends not exhausted in bed. So I will be pulling the plug on this project after this week.
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