And the things are moving faster and faster with time. For me is really hard to stay on the page 'till the end, impatience is chronic, I fight it all the time. What is helping me is surrounding myself with people that are better than me and that expand my threshold. When i see what is possible with patience i push my self. I'm not talking about motivation, I'm talking about consistency. Otherwise, the chaos consumes all the energy that could be channeled and used for improving. Nurturing is a hard process... I find myself failing on daily basis and i know that. Many of my friends have surrendered themselves to life and when i look at them i feel like they have no goals at all. just passing through the day. And this is putting me down. But therefore i see people like you and others that understand what should be done, even if we don't know exactly how to do it, we have the idea that something is not right and we should get things done in order to go forward... We develop ourselves into machines, that ignore the daily distractions and reach whatever our goals are, and then set a new ones.