We all cry at times or dialy or suffer from the headaches and miseries others bring over us. It's not always easy to write or create something positive out of what we feel..
Unlike you I don't call myself a sinner. I don't see any point in saying this since if it comes to it and religion/god would be true he uses himself as an example. He is the guy who killed many out of rage, disappointments, of whatever meaning he is a sinner as well. Aren't serial killers bigger sinners than those who never lifted a hand?

If it comes to governments, we are without one (again or still in the end it doesn't matter) and we are reigned by corrupt world (church) leaders looking for someone to blame or simply killing innocent people just to distract the cattle and do as they like.