You are right,. In my case I cannot say the place was not good for me, after all whatever it was it supported me for 15 long years. I too have changed a lot and healed all those parts of my life but I feel that there are still some last few layers which need to be peeled off and for that I need to bring closure by confronting it and not running away from it. It keeps coming in my dreams and I know I have to bring a closure to it.