Sorry about your loss. Just think though, ten years from now you will laugh.
I am playing around with a few dollars just to see how it goes and I see. My money disappears into nowhere. My value goes down with the market but then don't come back when it rebounds. It evaporated?
Never invest your life into any one thing..diversify. You know that though...just know that you will rebound, you never know it could have ended bad had you seemingly did well! I lost my life too, but it could have been worse if it had went the other way. Good and bad incidences in life have nothing to do with the outcome. Seemingly good things can turn out to be very bad and and vise versa. Sorry if I sound preachy, just my thoughts on the matter.