I'll look for the post.

I think there's definitely elements of adventure, problem solving, fixing and danger to what you do, and so I can see you enjoying something like this here and there. You seem to keep yourself safe, too, so you're mitigating risk as much as you can. That's all good. It's okay to be excited to do your job. It really is. That's the way it should be. Unfortunately, it's not. :)