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RE: [EP116] - Steem is unsustainable.... without friendship.
Ohhh damn... So I am fucked... I am an anti social bastard 🤣🤣🤣🤣
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Ohhh damn... So I am fucked... I am an anti social bastard 🤣🤣🤣🤣
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Ha! No one will believe that in a million, trillion, kabillion years! You're not anti-social, you're high energy... you go, you make everything amazing in a firecracker Sergio explosion and then you're done.
Eheheh like they say "do it for the vine" lolol just joking. Yeah I am this person. But also I am very shy and introvert. And my brain might or not have a big unbalance 🤔 too afraid to go to the doctor to check it out. I have no middle term. I am that You describe or I am under the covers just thinking about ending my life (and I don't day this lightly or as a joke) but I guess if I learned how to live and control this for 31 years I can do it for as long as I am here. I am just a mess of a person and I am okay with it lolol
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I'm actually very similar... I think I'm mostly introverted but with moments of extravertedness. Given the choice to stay alone or go to a party... I'd always choose to stay alone, but I normally have a good time at the party... I'm also super exhausted afterwards though.
I've actually had quite a few friends with a similar situation to you... big highs, low lows and no middle ground. They did get it checked out, were on some medicine for a while to get the chemicals right, and are now much happier. I think this whole area has improved so so so much in the last 10 years... so if you go to the doctor and it's nothing.. no problem, but if they find an imbalance then they can treat it and you might feel good about it.
It's hard though, I never want to go to the doctors for anything, I don't super trust them... but really, they just want to help.
Not sure how open your close friends are... but chances are you've got a friend going through the exact same thing right now... just no one talks about it.
I am lucky to have good and open minded friends. Some of them with similar situations. Some had therapy. Some had actually chemical imbalances. But to be honest I have lived too long with pain and unhappiness in my life that I don't even think I want to be "happy"
I guess I am just the weirdo mellow depressed unbalanced type of guy. And that's how I'm happy eheheh
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Hahaha, well, as long as you can have downtime, then I'm sure you're all good. I honestly start to get really freaked if I can't get any alone time... but if I do, I'm all good.
Keep Sergio Weird!
Wait, i see you everywhere! I cant believe you are anti social. Haha
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Eheh all illusion. I love to be closed inside my room. Doors closed. Lights off. Planning my world take over lolol
Yeah I am bubbly and out outgoing. But I am an introvert and I am actually very shy and love to keep it to myself.
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Me as well. Only time I leave the house is to let the dog out and go into town for groceries. haha
To be honest... I think introverts tend to make really good content. Extroverts are too busy going out to sit down and do all the background technical stuff to make videos, etc.