@steelborne, yes, you might say that's what I've been doing. Pretty much because there was nothing else I could do though. But those are the moments when I realize that there's really nothing I need to do.
I'll check out that book. Thank you for that! My go-to book has been Zero limits and books by Serge King Kahili for a long time, and always when I lose track of things, these will remind me of how things work in reality.