Hey @Steemmatt, thank you for sharing from your heart. Oh gosh, I can't stop crying, is that crazy? My father died and I was in a different country. He was old school, worked hard, didn't say much and I felt we had a lot left unsaid. I just became an adult when he died but it still hurts when I think about him today. In the end, I think what hurts the most is that I didn't get to say good-bye. All the other things, that he did or I did, what was said or unsaid, seems insignificant compared to that. I guess, I just wanted to say that it's really inspiring to see how you're staying positive through all this and not just that, you want to share and encourage others. That's just awesome!!