Seeking Wisdom to Truly Know God

There are days I wake up feeling lost — not in a dramatic way, but in that quiet, gnawing sense that something deeper is missing.

I scroll through my phone. I check the news. I keep myself busy. But underneath it all, my soul whispers something honest and raw:
"I want to connect. I want to understand. I want more."

Not more money. Not more followers. Not more success.
But more meaning. More depth. More God.
Not just knowing about Him — the way we know facts or memorize verses.
I want to truly know Him.

To know what it feels like to trust even when life doesn’t make sense.
To hear His voice not just in prayers, but in traffic jams and awkward conversations.
To feel His presence not just in churches, but in kitchen sinks and lonely nights.

That kind of knowing doesn’t come from books alone.
It comes from wisdom — the kind that matures through pain,
through waiting,
through surrender.

So, these days, I don’t just pray for blessings.
I pray for the kind of wisdom that helps me see differently.
That slows me down enough to notice grace in the mundane.
That humbles me when I think I already know the answer.
That teaches me to love even when it’s hard.

Because wisdom doesn’t always shout.
Sometimes, it whispers.
And when I’m quiet enough, still enough… I realize He’s been near all along.

If you’re on this path too — tired of surface-level faith and ready to go deeper —
You’re not alone.
Let’s keep seeking.
Not for perfection.
But for presence.