Thank you @tryskele 😊 I can't remember all bad memories because I'm the one who always find the positive things and funny side of every moment in my life.. that's the best way to survive in the worst situation.

Blessing in disguise.. is it the right idiom for the situation like that? How is it now.. getting better? And I can see have done the round checking during the night. Well... love can be a magic healer😉