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RE: Life after the sabbatical day 20
Wow you are really fed up. So you are a zzp-er? To my opinion people are equal...they are all needed. If you are hired for a certain period and job I assume you have a certain position as well or?
I think you need to schedule your life including relaxing time.
I wonder what made you think life is more as working and sleeping...
And ask for help!
That was my life the last 10 years you have to get up at 4 or 5 you come home at 18.00 19.00 eat and go to sleep. Because you need to get up at 4 or 5 in the morning. I felt like a drone... I really don't want this anymore. I won't accept this kind of life. And yes I'm fed up. I want to grow ou of this circle buy need to work to get the funding to grow. This is the second weekend I'm too tired to do anything. My blogs and vlogs are failing and this is something I want to do. Not crawling in the dirt with a 300kg cable haspel. Or pulling cable in your own if I was working for a boss I was sick at home. But I choose to grow and seriously if people just cared for me they didn't give me this kind of work after me saying that I have that kind of a condition. So I won't do it anymore. It's not that I'm better then them but because I think myself being better then this. It's not that I'm better then them but I'm equal to their boss, I chose to help other company's and now feeling pain all over my body and feeling tired I know this kind of work isn't mine. This kind of work is for the youngsters or for a healthy person. Go to a gym work out till you fall down. Do the second day the same. The day after that the same and then you feel the burn the feeling you can't week or talk anymore. This is what I'm feeling when I did this work and did that the last 10 years. If I don't work I don't get paid if I give up I lose everything what I have left. That's why I enjoyed a smile of serten people or a arm around me. Or something beautiful as a butterfly landing on my arm. Or the smell of fresh flowers. The little things in life that means the world to others. But I'm not accepting this kind of life anymore. So it's my turn to change it. This is how it's normal in my eyes you work go home do stuff you like have a nice weekend doing other stuff or just relaxing not because you are tired but because you just want it. If you think yes it's you did just nothing the last few months but this was my life the last year's so I know what I'm up for. 😉 and I'm just mad because I let this happen to me again. I want to have a normal weekend under friends not exhausted in bed. So I will be pulling the plug on this project after this week.
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