How I heal myself without the help of thers

Have you ever feel like you own the problems of the world? Have you feel like being ignored by almost everybody? Have you been backstabbed, betrayed , judged or worst being bullied by the people you knew well or worst by your family that you hate them for being like that?
Because I am . I’ve been there. I’ve been to the worst scenario where people i loved treat me like trash or shall I say shit. I’ve once been bullied through social media . I was being judge by the person whom I believed will be there for me on my ups and downs . I cried many times and was depressed.
For so many years I am trying to find myself. I’ve been very selective on everything. Those where the days wherein I can say that it should stop.
I woke up one day realising that no one can help me except myself. I realised that never I cannot control the people and things around me. Everybody is entitled to their own opinion about us. I realised that everybody has things to say good and bad. My only job is to accept everything with open arms and walk away all those bad things they say about me. I healed myself through loving it first , closing negative peoples energy who try to enter and I always pray that whatever bad things they say i always asked God to take care and heal my Heart and Mind so that it will never create hatred to those kind of people. We are all entitled to our own happiness. We will only heal if we help our self . We will be fine. All those bad days will pass.
We are not going to live forever in this world , so we will at least live our life to the fullest ( happiness and love) . Let'ssavpr the moment while we are still here because life is the greatest gift. Love and think positive everyday in your life and you will heal . ❤️❤️❤️ #positivevibe2019