This Muxx. I too know the blow of losing an income and feeling a burden on friends and family. Your struggle is far worse than mine in many ways. Especially because you have kids. You don't only have a spouse and animals. I am so glad I am not a parent for so many reasons. I admire you for the positive outlook you are able to maintain despite all of it. You aren't trying to brag. You're being grateful. But if you'd been trying to brag, it would have been okay too. You wouldn't have been bragging about the thing. You'd have been bragging about contributing to supporting you family despite being as disabled as you are. You'd have been bragging about how much you put into this community despite your handicaps.