awww thanks @heart-to-heart ! that really means a lot. i cant tell you how hard its been since i went on my trip and times I so desperately wanted to quit and indulge in the array of french delicacies (i mean from the fresh mussels to the bordeaux wine cooked steaks, the huge selection of french cheeses) - and i also had my friends practically begging me to quit so we could all enjoy the same meal together. its been a struggle. but im so glad ive made it this far - i cant give up!