Shadow Work Of Great Work
Hecate is a downright tough teacher in her ways and she doesn't give me the impression that she will hold much mercy in the event of my short coming to meet the demands of all things she will teach me. Sometimes I have gotten frightened of the potentially possible failure to make ends meet as she expects. I nearly didn't follow her instructions to the tip once, but I pulled the lead out of my ass just in the last minute and it turned out satisfactory to the great goddess....but I could tell that she held little enthusiasm for the my clumsy, lazy and responsible actions and that was one of the moments I was fearful of her wrath. I'm aware of her beloved holy gaze on my life quite often as I have kept my ears in the atmosphere that in which all energy is flowing and weaving the mirroring of our realms.
The reward is my everlasting bravery and my understanding of self that is my true will. There is a lot more moving parts in this shadow work of mine that is slowly unraveling itself in front of me. As above so below....I realize that we mirror the motion balanced by the universe and join the great work of coming to union in harmony with each of the opposing components of our concepts, emotions, ego, and spirit. Instead of shedding the old pieces of what makes the other hard to accept....I must join my unconscious shadow with my former and known to be who I am person and expose the real being with intentions to be honest about the nature of my will.
Everything visible and all things unseen are going to dance together and the world might go insane. It is highly unlikely that I will be around for the best part of the thrill as the entire cosmos is blended in chaotic rythem but I have become so much intuitive to the evident changes in and around the awakened eyes and it can be extremely confusing at times.
It was Hecate that helped form my relationship with Pan that is birthed into the start of a religion in the most fascinating and surprising ways. Pan couldn't have made the decision to make a sudden change anymore clear that my submissive personality would have little place in my future and I was also tasked in his honor to begin to create specific literature and The People Of The New Leaf....I am to organize the foundation of the religious guild in my lords name and the worship of my mighty God's grace.
