My Creativewriting: Hurray!! Its My Birthday [26/06/2025]
It's my birthday, not just me but also my twin brother's birthday. It has been a tough ride, I have faced a whole lot but I am here to tell you that you can still live it up the way you have always wanted. I have million words to say but let me squeeze them in this single piece.
shot with my phone Vivo X7
Last year before I clocked another year same June 26th, I wanted my years ahead to be so spicy and sweet, I wanted everything to fall into a single piece but then God had a different plan, I was thinking I had everything figured out then the worst happened, I ventured into a failed business then that took over Seven Hundred And Fifty Thousand Naira (#750,000) which is approximately 3800 steem using the current price, I lost so much that I had to even power down my account, it didn't stop at that.
My relationship of 4years and 6 months came crashing right before me while I was still going through all of these things, the whole world was on me, it felt I won't be able to stand tall again, life threw so much at me. Relationship I had judiciously guarded and nurtured crashed because I wasn't capable again, I was depressed, suicide thought came in and I felt into it, that was how bad it was, I stayed away from steemit where I so much find peace from and went into a hidden cave hoping for everything to just be over.
It was a rough patch, the pieces were much and I didn't know how I would stay and put things back to order, it was as if God was very far away from me, I was beginning to question His existence but little did I know that He was preparing a table for me.
I was still trying to figure out how to get myself out of the mess life threw at me, another one happened again, all these things happened in a space of 1 year, I made terrible mistakes that almost cost me my life last month, I was hospitalized and I carried the pains into June but God still held me up and brushed me even when It felt like nothing was going to make sense out of life again.
Now, God has began to fix things that felt would not be fixed ever, I learnt how to just leave the things I can't handle to Him and watched Him do what He only know how to do best, today I am sitting back not in anxiety but with a grateful heart and watch God putting back my life to order, this is a testament that God never leaves even when your loved ones do.
I don't know what the future holds for me but I know for sure that it is very bright and filled with adventures, I can only handle the ones I can and leave every other ones to God to handle for me, I will never try to take God's position, I want Him to be exalted in my life even as I don't just pray for long life but a fulfilled one that will only radiate His glory in my life and that of my twin brother. This is me wishing myself and twin brother HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US.