It's real. Reaching maturity is one of the essences of being human. Experience rarely goes hand in hand with age. And then there are the expectations we have and those of the people who depend on you. That constant searching of your conscience, when you have an avalanche coming and it seems like all the doors have closed. They put you in ridiculous positions, on narrow paths. If it's all just stubbornness! Then, as the story goes, get ready to see the auras flying in circles.