If you learn how to paint with a sponge or other items you can have big results in a short time. First try to mix colours and just dot or make stripes to losen up. Who know there's a way you can paint while you lay down. For sure there's a solution for everything. Don't give up too easily and focus on the paint, make ugly art. You will see that's not easy either.

Have a look here: https://steemit.com/art/@quotes-haven/my-second-painting

Keep in mind friend we all have our ups and downs, and some (artistic days or weeks) suck and the only thing we can do is painting canvas and paper black or red (no problem as long as you paint).

Enjoy your weekend dear friend, I send you a hug.