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RE: 🗨️ NO Structure, NO Sense, NO Rambling, NO Silence, NO Thinking, NO
I am very sorry for your loss. Cancer is an arsehole... I am also sorry that you are once again so demotivated. I'm making myself a bit scarce at the moment, but I see that as a positive - I'm enjoying my new life more than describing it ;-)) You'll get back to that too. Some things take time. And sometimes positive surprises help ;-))
An especially appropriate choice of phrase for bowel cancer 😉
I'd come to peace with it until I went to the funeral. I'd already had the opportunity to say goodbye (literally but not in a way that brings sadness) and it was only when I saw his girls and parents that it really broke me. I think about them a lot.
I think that's a great way of summarising my feelings too. Would I be correct in assuming that you're consumed with your house renovation? That's another thing that I didn't mention - our house is a building site and has been for a while. I finally got around to putting a ceiling up this week and I already feel better. I got up early(ish) (6am) to try to tidy a bit before the kids got up but saw these messages first and decided that I need to reply to a couple before getting started. Some might call it procrastination but I prefer to see it as appreciation 🙂
Thanks for dropping by 🙂
Of course, the renovation is not yet complete - we are currently finalising a guest flat, but first and foremost we live here now. In peace and quiet. We watch butterflies in the morning, go for a bike ride or look at the stars. Normal things that simply didn't happen in the city. We're fine with it! And maybe I really am someone who mainly writes when I'm not in a good mood, as therapy...