Hello friend, I'm sorry to hear that you've been having a tough time lately. It takes courage to keep us pushing forward when we are feeling drained. Still, you have a positive outlook here in Steemit, it's great that Steemchiller is also giving you advice, and it is admirable. Sounds like your family is always on your back in whatever decision you are going to make.

Remember this friend, keep going and dont be too hard on yourself. Everyone's journey has its ups and downs, but clearly you are doing your best, that's what matters the most.

Cheer up!😊