Hi @norat23,

It is true that no one would want to reach old age dependent on medication. But I think one should play out well during youthful age so that at old age, you can relax and enjoy it so well.

This phrase "And that miracle", did you ever ask her why she always say that to you? And what it also meant?

I'm not afraid of getting old, moreover, the only one who knows if I'll get to be an old lady is God, I don't think I'll have children again and I don't know if I'll see my nephew grow up, I think most older adults fear loneliness, I no, I'm used to being alone, I think the only fear I would have when I get old is not having fulfilled everything I've always dreamed of and not having experiences to tell my nephews.

God himself has proposed a good old age for all his children and it is left for us to believe and declare it positively.

Most times having children is just for us to attain that motherhood and have people around us at old age because loneliness is a fast killer but I love the fact that you have been a lonely person so your old age wouldn't be a problem if people are not around you.

I know you will see your nephews again even at old age.

More Blessings!