Steem4nigeria Accelerator Contest Week 98: The phase of my life I would never like to experience again.

Hello friends, how are you all doing? I hope you all are doing well. I will be dropping my entry in the amazing contest titled The phase of my life I would never like to experience again.

Enjoy reading my post.

What do you understand by tough/challenging season of life?

A tough/ challenging season of life is that moment it seems that the world is coming to an end on your side, it is that time you are facing a lot, it might be hardship, lack of money, or losing someone very special in your life.

Life must not be going fine every time, even the richest person in the world still has some challenges that he is passing through. I have experienced many challenges in life, I know I'm still too young to say this, but losing someone very precious to me was my biggest challenge that I faced last year.

Have you ever experienced a very tough season of your life that almost broke you? If yes, share with us

Me in the hospital

Yes, I have experienced a very tough season in my life that broke me not even almost, last year the person I grew up calling mum was very sick and she was hospitalized for like 6 months, but after 6 months she recovered, not knowing that the devil was still planning something very big for her.
We got home, and I was very happy. The picture you are seeing was taken the day we were leaving the hospital. I was so happy, there is always a special joy going to the hospital and coming back with the person.
After one month, she became sick again, we rushed her to the hospital, we got to the hospital and the doctor said that this she will be fine, I know he said this so that I will be strong, but in my eyes I knew that she can't make it alive, it was my worst experience ever.

I woke up one day at midnight only to find out the next person staying very close to me had died. I started crying because I asked myself, Will my mother also die one day like this.

Everyday we woke I will thank God for keeping her life, she called me one day and asked me to be strong, she reminds me that I will be entering school this year, that I should focus on my studies, hearing all this from her I started crying, because whenever someone that is sick started advising you, just know that to survive is only by Gods grace.

After another 5 months in the hospital, we spent money, my time, and everything, and she died😭😭😭.

Her death broke me into pieces, I cried but I did not see her again.

How did you manage to scale through that phase

It was not really easy for me, because she died the day I was given admission. I was calling her that morning to tell her that I had been given admission, but she did not answer me.

But in life, we have to be strong, no matter what happens to us. You will face many challenges in life, but never try to curse God, always be thankful to him because everything happens for a reason.

I know she is always there for me, giving me motherly love, advising me and other things, but I can't kill me self because of her, because I have many amazing people in life that each time I remember them I will be strong, my real mother, my siblings, my father and most expecially my elder brother.

If you were offered a million dollars to go through that ugly phase again, would you gladly do?

Even if I am being offered the whole world, I will not accept going through this ugly phase again.
You can never compare money to a human being, even though some people always choose money over their children or their mother.
If money could bring this precious woman back to my life, my family would not mind going to the whole bank in this world just to borrow money to save her life.

So even if they offer me a million dollars, I will never accept to pass through this phase again in my life.

I want to invite @ruthjoe, @josepha, and @tempestinyang to also join this contest.