It seems to me you can express yourself very well.
What more is it you want to express and how?
Does it matter if you understand everything offered?
Why should you have all the answers to each question? Would that make you a happier person?

Try to be. Just being is okay and can be the challenge we all should learn. Can it be this is the essence of life?

There's no need to understand everything. What counts is you feel good. The rest can wait.

Try to be the observer, enjoy and wait just like you do when you visit the park.

I am not sure if my life is worth admiring but you saying this is sweet and means a lot to me. Couch or not know I am with you.

You can send me an email

Goid night & sweet dreams.
❤️🤗