I don't see anything stupid in being human. I have a story similar to yours, even though I'm still young. I wasn't as bright as my brothers and sister, who had never been below third position in class. They got a lot of prizes, but I only got one, but I still see some good in myself. I'm a science student blessed with an artistic mind. Everyone has something they're good at, and I believe there's still a good part of you you like. The past is past; don't let it weigh you down. Focus on your present and think about how it will perfect the future.
have a nice week @emmabritt ☺☺