@wakeupkitty

You're a great writer. I admire how you use all your pain to create it in art. A way to externalize and give validity and meaning to your life. Art has that gift; it can even strip you of everything, except your thoughts, where you are free. I suppose many of the things you deal with depend on you. Others don't. In those that you can determine, make decisions without regret. The external world plays a role; people die or not, according to their karma (if it exists). Unless you used a weapon and took a life, what happens outside of that doesn't depend on you. The world is strange. And always, without exception, even if it doesn't seem like it, there are more options, beyond what we choose to believe.