As I have read you over the years I think I read you with more encouragement these days. You have been ill but to a lesser extent than before and have not been on the verge of death as in other years.
I hope your life continues to improve through the times.
I will never be healthy but I can walk much better and know now what causes the dizziness and fainting. I doubt that will cure but I have a better life today although it's hard to sit, lay down.
I regret believing the doctors, taking that much meds through my life. They harmed me but I am glad I still do without today.
I take life slower today. Soon my children can take care of themselves and my job is done. 🍀♥️
I doubt you believe anyone hehehe specifically doctors.
I trust myself what I feel most. I grew up between doctors I know enough, experienced enough. The past years are proof again of how manipulative doctors are. Trust me they will be replaced by AI. With us hospitals are closing, doctors hardly work everything is online.