It seems to me that you are your own role model, and why not? Since you know yourself better than anyone and know what you're capable of. It's great that you're proud of yourself and that you can do what many others can't: motivate yourself and keep yourself busy. Shouldn't that be a normal thing to do? Seriously, how come everyone needs a psychiatrist and a life coach? I find it ridiculous to pay someone to tell you how to live your life and even pay for it. It's the world up side down. It would be good if parets teach children from a young age on to keep themselves busy, explore and do as much as possible. It's the only way to learn what you like and dislike.