Better Life With Steem || The Diary game || 17 September 2025 ||

Trying to calm myself down in the beautiful nature of the morning.

This world is very difficult. Never try to be loved by everyone. The people you show the way to. At some point, those people will spread their own paths. What do you understand from this? People are very selfish. As long as you do things for them, they will sing your praises, but whenever you think about yourself, you will think about your own interests. That's when they will hurt you and talk to you and some people will hurt you in a way that you cannot bear. To tell the truth, do you know that you need some people in life who will be by your side even in your troubles.

And those who are only there for you in your happy times, you cannot find them in your sad times. It is better to keep yourself away from them. We cannot be good to everyone and we should not want to be good to everyone. If the world is to live for everyone, we have to live our own way, then at least our own life will be meaningful. It is not good if we do not walk for a while after waking up in the morning and offering prayers. This has not been done for several days now. The reason is of course that you know that to be honest, after a person leaves the family like this, our lives have become completely chaotic.

Even after that, I am constantly trying to return to normal life. But the person who used to roam around us is no longer with us for almost 15 days. It is surprising to think about it, however, then I started the morning activities and while working, I did not realize when it was 9 am. Then I quickly fed my little son and sent him to school. I do not feel good at all. Everything seems blurry due to cold and fever. I am working but even then my body is not responding but I have to complete the tasks.

Anyway, I got everything ready for lunch and cooked it. After cooking, I had some other tasks to complete, and then I took a bath. Actually, after taking a bath, I felt like I had a high fever, so I prayed and went to bed without eating anything. I saw my little son lying down with me. Then I don't know when he fell asleep. I woke up a few times during my sleep, then I got up and ate a small amount of rice, but I didn't feel like eating. I had a severe headache and a cold, and it felt like the whole world was on top of my head.

Anyway, I left for the market in the afternoon. I had some shopping to do and needed some pictures for a challenge I would be participating in. First, I finished my shopping, then I clicked some pictures and returned home. As soon as I reached home, the Maghrib call to prayer was given. Then I prayed and sat on the prayer mat for a while, remembering Allah. And I thought to myself, this world is nothing for us, this world is temporary, at any moment I will have to leave this world.

In the evening, I was waiting for some children to take private lessons. Then they actually started teaching them. After teaching them for a long hour and a half, I dismissed them and offered Isha prayers. But I didn't feel like eating anymore, so I took a packet of Chanachur and ate it, drank water and then took medicine. And thus I spent another day of my life. Wishing everyone good health, I am leaving here like today. May Allah protect us. Take care of your family and be well yourself.