I am just happy that day as we will going to ride a bus for our field trip and then visit a hot spring resort in that same field trip considering that I never had any experience going to such places (swimming pools/beaches) because our family never had a vacation. But anyway I am always in a cheery disposition in my younger years, even now, the only difference is I grunt and groan as an addition.

And yeah I can say that I got addicted to coffee, it is an instant coffee by the way and there is no way I can skip a cup because headaches will happen. That sensation in the head when you get a caffeine fix for the headache as a sign of withdrawal symptom when you forgot to have a cup is none like other.

I remember scalding my palate because I have sip as much as I can because my body is already crying for it but afterwards, the relief is so relaxing.

I think that I can never take coffee off from my life simply because it does perk my brain and often elevates my mood compared not consuming it at all, however I am not drinking as much like I used to be because it disturbs my sleep.

Sometimes I would finish the treatment session and sometimes I don't, because of hypotension. I am frustrated because of it which is why I have to adjust for the next session because the extra fluids that will not get removed will be added to my body for the next session.

Adjusting my weight to a higher level is tricky, if I will overdo it, my heart will get over burdened by the extra volume and it will make it in the long run, beat sluggish and I don't want that to happen. If I will target a lower weight, hypotension will always happen. I am only adjusting my weight by the "feel" of it, so it is always a trial and error work which is in itself a hard thing for me to manage. I have to really get on top of it always for me to avoid further complications which could get me a diploma for leaving this world sooner than I want it to get delivered. Hope in my heart will never go away for as long as God is in my life and I am still alive.

Thanks you as always Miss @wakeupkitty.pal @wakeupkitty for all your selfless kindness and empathy, I appreciate it all, may God bless you and your loved ones always. 😀👍🌹🌹🌹🧡🧡🧡

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