I remember one of my brothers telling me when we were just kids and he said, "Last night I closed my eyes and when I opened them again it is already morning". It actually amazed me on how he slept nonstop without waking up at leas once which means an excellent health condition, well of course he is not sick.

I just missed those younger years of mine where at ten o'clock in the evening it is just unbearable to stay awake anymore and at that time the night seems to be so deep in the night for me considering that I am already sick back then but not yet on dialysis, just on the process.

Anyway I was feeling better "sleepwise" because of this mattress, it is not uncomfortable to lay down on my bed in any position thanks to you my friend. I must say that one soft mattress is a key for a good night's sleep although I still have an intermittent sleep pattern during the night but maybe the noise around like from the road causes it too.

I am saying that my body is so different now and I am frustrated about it so little differences in my well-being in terms of improvement is a real joy for me like for example even if I walk like a ten centuries old man with an acacia tree on my back, I am still so thankful that I can still move my body because I already experienced being a potato in bed with miserable joint pains and cannot possibly walk until thanks be to God a million I was able to at least crawl to the bathroom and wash myself on my own.

Anyway again, I don't know if I can ever paint. The digital painting that I had done before required me a lot of hours to do and its a trial and error until I got the best creation suited for my taste and little talent.

I reckon that unlike oil paintings, when I would do a water color, I will not be able to erase a redo what color I had put in. Actually I had never done a "real" painting before and I am not sure that I can ever do it although I wanted to but I am not an artist and lacks the skill for sure in doing it.

I appreciate the funds you sent me through PayPal to purchase the needed materials, now I will have to try it but I am afraid to try, I am not an artist. 😅

Thank you Miss @wakeupkitty for all your attention, love and support. May God always bless and keep you along with your loved ones. 🧡🧡🧡🌹🌹🌹

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