I am not giving-up but my body has the last say and God has the permission. I am just feeling overwhelmed of what to come with this new problem in my blood if I will be subjected to further hardships both physically and financially when I opt-in for medicating a possible illness.

But again I trust God of what he can do, since I felt blessed all the past years of my life because of the great things happened to me, I guess that I am just overthinking Miss @wakeupkitty

Anyway, I already am expecting your frustration about starting my new hobby 😄 because I am not doing yet what you had been telling me, I will post about it soon. It is just I didn't get the result of what I was expecting and made me pause plus again it hurt my back, thank you for your understanding, thank you for all your empathy, you are such a great friend. 🌹🌹🌹💓💓💓