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RE: Things that I think about and going on in my head, make me wonder, makes me fathom, makes me sad
You spend a lot of time alone in your room. How about spending time with your mom? Real quality time, not just putting on socks and taking them off.
What do you know about the woman who gave birth to you? Her thoyggts, hopes, dreams, how she might have hoped her life would look like?
Like you she had dreams, wishes, suffers, fears, worries. It might be good to meet the person behind the "mom" or did she alreasy disappear?
I know my granny told me more than any of her children or friends and nothing of what she wanted became true. It's hard to see your life pass by and feel as if it's flushed through the drain and no one cares.
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Sometimes when I get to sit at the back of the house my mother would accompany me and we would talk. It is fun to talk to my mother but sometimes she would hear a different word from the word which I was saying and it is funny, like a comedy.
But my Mother's presence alone gives me some peace of mind, like this house will be incomplete without her. I know what she wants and that is to have a new house. I am still waiting for it to happen and maybe it will even happen this year if not much economic issues happens in the world economy.
It is truly expensive to build a house and I don't wat to spend majority of my funds for it because it is pointless to live in a new house if I will not e able to afford emergency needs like the need to go to the hospital if one of us get sick which needs immediate medical attention.
That is always in my thoughts and I have my pan of action for these things that I want to happen so there will be no compromise in the future so that my parents and I will be happy with or future house even though I do to want to live here in our province anymore. Miss @wakeupkitty
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I really hope you can achieve to build a house in the nearest future. Even it it's small and you can build more later. Warm, light and cosy is worth a lot.
It's good to hear you do two do spend time together and you are right it's not always needed to talk.
I always feel the time pressure to achieve my goals in life because of my medical circumstances so it is truly a disaster I should say if not one of it will happen so I am praying that I can soon taste the delayed gratification which is not actually for me alone but for my parents like my mother who really wants to have a new house.
The thing is that I want house to be done in one complete work because I prefer it that way. Right now the only factor was there is not enough funds to do it like I mentioned before because I do not want a house hanging for its completion. Well anyway I will cross the bridge when I get there. Miss @wakeupkitty
I am sure your mother understands that money is needed to build a house and not one of you have that amount. Also, you are not their only child and if it's more for your parents everyone could give a hand which isn't the case. We can't do more than our best.
I understand you like to build it in one piece but even if it comes to this you might have to make a compromise. A little house with sun, dry, none flooding floor and a part where you can sit outside already or continuing like this.
I do agree with you it's wise to have put money aside for your health first since without that there's no way you can achieve anything.
I hope you have a good Sunday