The New Age Merger • Evolutionarily Sexual Feminization •
No other men are nearly as assertive in it's collective as the Black Men are becoming. Their lives are rich in anger and pain in more ways to make note of quickly. They are moved spiritually and physically by the forces of degradation and hardships going back hundreds of years. The white race has been softened in the luxurious world that has actually made the whole of them inferior. The youth of the Caucasian is now born in ignorance and privilege in which the mentality of the white males are becoming more feminine and submissive rapidly as the more dominant and masculine ways of the superior black man is aware of the submissive nature emanating from the smaller white beta males. The constant growth of this on each side is very attractive to both, the masculine pheromone discharge from the black males are fanning the girlish and submissive flames of the white males with a huge influence. The senses around the young white boys are in heat with the growth of feminine hormones from both medical and mental inducement. Evolution is very chemical here in this situation because of sexual attributes being a playground for desire to transform the entire mental state of both races...leading one to be a breeder and the other to be used like a whore with enthusiasm.
Just so that I am completely clear about how I feel about the feminization and sexual submission of the cacausian race and their inferiority being embraced...I have made incredible discoveries of myself, Hermeticism, and the collective subconscious of us all during the most erotically life changing moments while my legs are spread apart and masculine and more assertive man than me is holding me around my waist so he can fuck me harder and faster.
Of course there's plenty of proof that what I have stated here is no other than the obvious truth. I was born in a most feminine body in its insufficient design with the most tiniest penis that not only disappointed the girls who have suffered the experience at one time or another but it was in no way to comparison with the feminine orgasmsmic energy I have known for my entire life. The last few years of becoming more entwined with my truer self and love to explore the person that I am. When I dropped shame I lost fear and gained joy with the vision of gnosis to possibly attain.
I had a full feminine anal orgasm with ejaculation and the works when I was about nineteen years old in my girlfriends clothes and I was using her dildo. I'm knowledgeable about it and why I have a reverse sexual operating system and I wouldn't want it to be any other way. I fought with my submissive personality and I concealed my sexuality while looking away from my feminine personalities. Everytime I was alone with a few hours to get lost in I felt my insides throb and I gradually became unable to deny the reality of my feminine energy that needs to breathe. The more I walk in beta feminine mindset with confidence and commitment I grow in my wisdom and understanding of self empowerment.
I'm making my boyfriend cum like bull about seven or eight times a week on average and he has been fucking me for a year and almost six months. He's not very dominant but he is well hung and he really loves to be on top of me fucking my ass and making me jizz like a girl on his dick...Thank goodness for his cock and his sex drive because I am a total different person and much more enthusiastic about being me and I am certainly a lot more girly especially in the bedroom (or anywhere else I can get fucked by a big hard cock.) I have been dressing full feminine and carrying myself in the same manner more as I conduct myself like a girl in my daily life and even more so when he pounds me hard until I have soaked the sheets and made him fill my belly with his load as many times that he wants. My needs for a more assertive and controlling man to use like his whore and control like a submissive wife or maybe something on a higher level of surrender and servitude are becoming a much stronger desire than I care to ignore. Although I have been given nothing less than a clear view of my submission when daddy is fucking me and it has gotten my man's attention, and he is beginning to be a little more aggressive to me I desperately want a lot more forced, and aggressive control both sexual and in daily life. I've been used by big black guys and knowing the feeling of a man's forceful manhandling is extremely desirable to me. When he is thrusting his cock in my mouth making me choke and I try to pull away for a breath and he has his hands tightly around my head and he doesn't let me free to gasp a breath while telling me to take every inch of his cock harshly is so hot...I get so turned on and exited.
