Hmm42 (Snook knows the answer! 😁)
Hugs to you as you're missing the constancy of home. It's another part of the feeling disconnected from your life that is tugging at you and I wish that there was a way to make time speed up faster so that you could return home sooner. The items that we fill our homes with have value to us for the memories they invoke and the meanings they symbolize so to be cut off from them makes it feel as a guest. No matter how much you're welcomed and loved by a family member or friend, it isn't your home.
Isn't what you created (and for someone who likes building and creating as much as you do, it's a bit of a double whammy.)
I'm glad that you've so many people sending you love and that you've somewhere to go to, the Alliance, that is your online home as you're away from yours.
Sending Hugs and Love to you!
Thank you @brisby and yes, The Alliance has helped in so many ways.
and yes, you also hit the nail on the head in your assessment of what I'm feeling but you were always great that way.
Love to you and so many hugs. <3