How long can this field endure ?

I am currently at a point where my mind is floating with different questions at high speeds that I can't control, and there are more questions every time I look at the current state of my rice field. 🌾

What's the point of farming if I am going to lose everything before it gets anywhere close to harvesting? It's another question that has lingered in my mind, but the only hope I am holding onto is how quickly plants can turn around the moment their conditions change