I did read the entire post because I always read your post in their entirety.
I must say, I now understand you a bit better.
I have often said that steemit is the home of many broken and damaged people, myself included. There's something about the interactions here and in discord that makes us feel comfortable interacting with other people. It feels like a place of belonging, at least to some extent. We all seem to be carrying some kind of unwanted baggage, all different, and yet, the effect is quite similar to some degree.
This much I can say for sure, I'm glad to know you, even if it's only on the internet!
P.S. coffee and toilet paper are two very important things! :-)