First, @seesladen is supposed to be 'my girl'. I didn't know he was a dude. He just kept commenting on my posts and congratulating me each time I won contests. I thought he was a girl, and since I wanted a writer gf, I thought I was in luck. I started a conversation only to learn that he is a guy and a graduate of my school. The dude even knew me, just didn't know my name. You can imagine my disappointment

Fiverr is a platform where you advertise your services, deliver and get paid using their escrow service. The minimum pay per job is $5. There are writers, programmers, artists, almost everyone. For instance, I write. So I'll create my account, describe my services and set my rates. Then someone comes along, gives me a brief, I deliver and I get paid. Typically, a job of about 500 words goes for $5.

Esau is from the Bible. Dude sold his birthright to his younger brother for a meal. He was hungry and desperate at the time but he regretted it. So each time I was broke, I'll look for a job on fiverr and give my all. And later, when I look at what I wrote, I would hate myself for selling it for mere $5. I rather publish it free and have my name on it

About writing, nah. I'm focused on reading and working on my magazine. Maybe I'll send you a copy of the last one via discord