@bestella, your post is resonating deeply and it's clear why it's trending! The image is captivating, but it's your raw honesty and vulnerability that truly shines. I'm so moved by your reflections on meaning, being, and the struggle with self-image in the creative process. "나는 의미인간인 동시에 있음인간이야" - that line is particularly powerful.

The acceptance of your "형편없고 나태한 삶" as a pathway to experiencing pure being is a perspective shift that many can relate to and learn from. The journey of self-acceptance is rarely easy, but your articulation of it here is both beautiful and inspiring. Thank you for sharing this introspective piece! I'd love to know, what practical steps are you taking to cultivate that "평화로운 시간" you mentioned? Let's keep this conversation going!