You Matter!!! (ptsd)

in #life8 years ago

 


I've struggled with this feeling of worthlessness on and off for years.  I get out of it by distracting myself with focusing on other things like work or family or friends.  Sometimes that makes it worse but eventually it gets better.  Being a PTSD survivor myself, I can tell you that I don't have all of the answers.  In fact, I am still seeking most of them for myself.  What I have been able to do is be there for others and that's what I've always been good at.... helping others.  There is a disconnect when it comes to personal issues though.  I also have a Traumatic Brain Injury and there is a severe disconnect with that issue and it's been perplexing to even the best experts in this field of expertise.  That's why I'm here on Steemit.  I want to raise awareness about invisible disabilities by sharing my story.  Hopefully it will impact those living with them, as well as, those family or friends who know someone or will know someone living with them.  


I believe I'm finally starting to find the balance and what I should focus on in these posts.  I don't have to relive and retell my stories every day.  I can simply reach out to whoever is interested and let them ... I need to let you know that you matter because, I do too.  We need to be there for each other.  Not just as PTSD survivors but as human beings.  Even people who don't have PTSD.  We as a people are stronger together.  That's what matters and YOU are a big part of that.  Thank you so much for reading and sharing this post.  Thank you so much for helping me raise awareness for invisible disabilities and thank you for sharing your stories.  

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PTSD effects your entire life. Every aspect of it. That is what so many don't understand.

You are doing wonderful work getting the awareness out there. Kudos to you <3

Hey sunshine, i check this a few times a day and it just now showed me your responses lol Oh steemit lol Glad you are doing well.

Yea, I have to refresh to see new things lately. Lol, the Steemit PTB are working so very hard to correct all these little things!

with the exception of the first week I have to refresh as soon as I log in every time. Sometimes it works. Sometimes not so much lol

Huh. It's new to me. I use Chrome. You?

Oh, I also wanted to ask if you are going to be posting photos of your therapy dog when you get him or her?

absolutely. It might be a while though because my mom is dying and I have to spend a lot of the money I've saved to go home and visit for a few days. I'm hoping I will be able to get another dog soon. Still looking for a larger place that I can afford though :)

Yes. I am truly sorry you are going through that. I hope you remember I am here for you if you need to talk. Or be distracted ;)

too bad you don't live closer. I'd say drinks are in order lol

I call upon thee o great @originalworks to shine upon this piece and offer your diamond'esque steemshine

I don't know what that means but it sounds wonderful

Look at all of your comments- scroll down after your post, you'll see ;)

Let me know if you don't find it...

What exactly am I looking for?

Look at your actual post. Look at what happened after my original works invocation

In the comments

Wow, I feel pretty stupid right now. lol I'm on less than 20 hrs of sleep in the last week and a half and I can't tell anything is different

You said you didn't understand what I meant by calling on Original Works bot?

I made a cute poem and called the bot. If you look at your comments, it commented on and upvoted your post a minute after I asked it

I don't see a comment from the bot. I did see your cute post about calling upon original works though. I wasn't sure what that was lol