I am pretty solid on my decision. Based on how long it'll take me just to not be afraid of homelessness and be able to feed myself. Had I been born into a normal family and had a regular upbringing and had financially stability etc, maybe. But as is I will be mid-thirties by that point. :) And I will want to finally live my life. It's fine to not want kids. I am not being closed-minded, just know what I want and the reality of my situation.