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RE: The school that abused me and other children keeps deleting evidence of their crimes
that is a horrible image you just described....
"naked lifeless body" It really puts your memory in front center stage. It sounds like a novel, but yet, it's your memory and something that has tormented you.
I also was severely damaged from my own dad's suicide attempt....he hung himself in our family home. He survived though because the belt buckle broke. The image of my dad hanging in our house haunted me for a long time.
Hi Stella Bella! Thanks for your reply!
I'm very sorry for what you saw. I know the feelings you experienced were awful.
I would be willing to try any therapy...I can't do anything illegal though because I'm going through a divorce and have to take drug screens. I started seeing a doctor 18-19 months ago because of a depressive episode and my wife has claimed everything bad she could think of against me including being a drugged out maniac. It's a mess but its okay. Yah has my back!
This is the first time I've ever written about it on a public forum and was inspired by @matrjoschka
The more you write and face the reality, the less power it has over you. That's been my experience anyway.
I think you're right. Apparently, I'm a slow learner...Ha! I've always found that comedy and especially the self-deprecating kind has kept me going. Writing about it, though, will add another arrow in my quiver to attack the pain. It's definitely time...and I'm looking forward to following your work.