Glad your doing well now I hold out hope she will prosper soon. A lot of it was to do with losing our baby, she decided she didn’t want to try again. As she already had he little boy. She could not live with the fact that she might stop me having children, I said I would be ok and get used to it bla bla. But she would accepted it then I started to feel maybe she only try to have another to make me happy (there were complications and she had been told not to try again, I did not know how serious it was).

Then this drove a wedge between us and it was downhill from there. She taught me a lot and like you, well sounds like the same sort of person. Unfortunately she is very lost and I can’t help her anymore. Maybe I have let her down but I tried and I can’t see her all the time as it hurts, she's thinks I’m trying to move on and find someone else. Anyways happy days were both sorting things out and in time we will be able to laugh about it all :)