Thank you so much. This platform everyday amazes me to new limits. I truly appreciate you taking the time out of your day to answer my question, that's love.
After some thought, I think I need to let go of my past, and truly move on. Then the rest will follow.

I already know though, if I wake up tomorrow, I'm already winning!

"Once you meet a special someone and you settle down and build a family, you'll discover a whole new purpose for living and expierence a whole new level of appreciation for the smallest/simpliest things in life" I believe in this as well!