Yes, even though my Soul sometimes urged me to consciusly and responsibly act in ways that my mind would have rather avoided, I see how was the way that allowed me to now allow complete healing with no remorse left. It was a typical case of trusting that the Soul sees what lies beyond the visible and knows how most profound healing can occur even when the mind doesn't understand it at that time. The entire path wasn't all in vain, but throughout these two years whenever I truly let go and acted accordingly I connected more than ever with my true Heart Destiny. This way was the best for long-term healing with no remorse left.