It felt good to write this and to be able to finally put it into words.
I think I would have asked for strength as well but I would crumble under the lessons if I am this fragile. Maybe energy would be a better choice for me and like you said, wisdom.
I cannot let myself hit the floor, be on the bottom. I have too many that count on me. And that I think there puts a lot of pressure already. But that means I have to learn to let some things go, and create more of a balance. I just need to see clearly.
I love you too @earthmother xxx