Just read this now and taking a deep breath. 'You are a good mom' that part got me. Feeling like my body needs to cry lol.
'a herculean task' that you are right. I am trying to see things differently and things are the way they are just because and just for now. The brain is a powerful muscle and brings me back to this ugly feeling.
Some times are better than others and sometimes I think things are ok and I struggle to function. I burned my supper yesterday with the easiest thing. No reason to burn it I was right there with it all the entire time. Scares me for what things are going to be for when I go to work at the restaurant tonight.. Im the cook.
I have immense support here and I offer the same to everyone. That is also a reason why I am sorry to not be on here so much. People here are fabulous and amazing. I can't thank you and the others enough. I want to say more, I just don't know what to say. Much love Lynn and thank you for the big hugs ^_^