Depression is a very common problem. I also have experienced it before.
It’s estimated that 15% of the adult population will experience depression at some point in their lifetime. Source
One of every 6-7, then. I think the worst period is the "middle age", approximately 45-55 years. But the source above also wrote, "Depression is very treatable." If not the doctors, maybe family or friends can help.
Thanks for the tip, at least knowing that it can be something common makes me know that I am not so bad :)