I think the intensity was real, I remember opening my eyes and there was that camera. Time to ham it up! I must have thought, just in case it anyone ever sees the film. It occurred to me though, that everyone was looking at me-- I had to do something entertaining. Yeah I have scads of old video cassettes that won't play in anything new, I can't see getting excited enough to digitize any of it at this point, but maybe someday.