Some old habits are hard to break

Even after moving out on my own, it was just our tradition to call each other and wish each other a Happy New Year... It's been 15 years since I last heard my mother's voice, 5 years since my sister. We had my Grandparents too, but they weren't always awake for that particular call. 

Even though I have a boyfriend, and it's been years since I was alone bringing in the New year, I can't help but get choked up and get that little lump in the back of my throat that makes it hard to swallow as the ball starts to drop, and we all start to count, that no matter how good life might be, my phone won't ring ever again, with either familiar voice on the end wishing me good health... 

I hope you all hold onto your loved ones as close to your heart as possible. You REALLY never know when a holiday with a loved one will be your last... 💔🥂🍾🎉

A very happy New Year to you and yours